A lot of times when I think I’m being self-sufficient, I’m really just learning to live without the things that I need.
Kevin Wilson, Nothing to See Here
In chapter 12, I…
- Celebrate my fifteenth birthday
- Fail to come out to B, despite my plan
16/02/10 Tuesday
The time- late, almost 23:00
(Watch lost around two weeks ago! I keep taking it off to ventilate my hand and havent found it since )
Birthday!
Today Im 15. Exciting huh? Actually not so much. Like last year- Im past the excitement. I grew up!
Ever since Ss birthday (surprise party) on Friday, my stomach has been hurting nonstop. Even until today. So I started this birthday in the bathroom
Thats okay though. School was fine, a normal day. Everyone wished me happy birthday and was really nice.
B-chan came over in the afternoon – like last year we wanted, with A too, but shes sick feel better Kapara Alea!
There was a majors night at school- I want physics and cinema at the moment- but I didnt want to go, it was meh. [redacted] went, so me and B were supposed to be alone. Ive been waiting for this opportunity for months, and I truly planned to come out today [ ] because we would finally be alone, but at the last moment her mom asked her to come regardless so it didnt work out so I wouldve stayed alone so I convinced N to come over (it was evening), and then we played New Super Mario Bros Wii which I got recently! We finished the game (sort of). It was really fun. Then I had to do some homework then I watched the finale of House MD- and that was it. Im a bit bummed that it didnt work out with B-chan- but thats okay. Anyway today was okay, Im glad I grew up a year and Im celebrating it on Friday! Everyone will come over in the evening, well play Mario, watch a movie on Saturday well celebrate with grandpa and D at a restaurant. Im tired as hell, but Ill write by Saturday for sure.
Tomorrow Betty will (probably) be over Im almost certain the last 2 episodes will be broadcast. Im sad the seasons over already, it went by too fast but I cant wait for the next one! Hopefully therell be good episodes.
Its been so hectic; tests, homework, papers, projects, writing stories in English, pre-high school stress I can barely keep up and play Mario all day long.
At least its fun !
God hes so hot.
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I have to meet B